This is more of a ramble journal that people can get involved with helping me out on the personal decision if they wish.
I am cornered between a rock and a hardplace when it comes to my Fursona. I love her, I love her design fOR THE MOST PART and she does resemble me fairly to the key. Though it troubles me cause for the past while I've been pondering on making a new fursona. I have no idea of the concept to be honest, I was thinking of going along a hoofed animal, (a Goat or Ibex) or some hybrid with that. I just don't feel complete with her I guess? I mean it's hard to explain, I guess a big part of it is she's not exactly flexible to work with when it comes to art and other things. and sometimes having a fullbody of bright orange tHROWS ME OFF. shE THIS BULKY FOX/MALAMUTE CREATURE THAT IS FLORESCENT ORANGE AND A FOREST OF TAILS ON HER BUTT. she's pretty much a big fluff ball with awkward hair and tail amounts. I love Kitsunes don't get me wrong, (There is a reason my name is Kyuubi and I have a Kyuubi fursona ahdhkldsd) but I am in the process of making a secondary fursona (not main bUT IT IS? it's a dudesona if you want to get technical and he's been in concept for a few months now) Who is a kitsune. yet foxes aren't my favourite animal! (I LIKE THEM BUT YOU KNOW, I also don't want to feel like everyone else with common fursonas like Wolves and foxes like that)
If I DID change my fursona I would defiantly still KEEP Kyuu, update her a bit in design and possibly just call her Ellii to keep it short and sweet. Yet She does carry baggage on her. I have had her since 2009 (well earlier but the design anyway) and she's been through her fair share. I also want a less feminine looking character. possibly androgynous since that's how I am. hm
Though I Don't know what I want to do. auuugh it bothers me so much that I'll either regret changing her (since I'm so represented to her and I've built this image with her) gah maybe someone can help steer me in the right direction on this and help me out.