Hey guys, I've been regretting the moment of bringing this up in the first place but people have a right to know at least.. It's been 5 days now since the matter and I don't know what more I can do at this point, I don't want to leave people in the dust.
Samm and I are no longer in a relationship..
I messed up on my own accord. Samm is a wonderful, fantastic person, don't think bad of her! she is by far the best relationship I have ever had, and even now I still count her as one of my best friends. Though.. I fell out of love, I don't have the desire to be in a romantic partnership with her. The feeling has faded and it makes me feel awful, that I went back on all those promises on her. She keeps blaming herself that she has been pushing me away. But no, no Samm it's not your fault at all. I didn't grow bored of you.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry I did this to you..
I'm sorry to everyone on this. Especially being slow on commissions and art.. My commissions are still open, I'm going to use them as a way to distract myself. I quit my job and school is being stressful and we are probably going to move in the beginning of the new year..
Thank you so much though, for everything. I don't regret the art people have given, the kind words people have said and the dedication people had to support us. Thank you so much, I don't regret being in the relationship, I just feel it's time to move on..
Please, please don't pressure samm, or annoy her on this. Or tell her "I told you the relationship wouldn't last" or any of that matter. Not all relationships last, but we damn well tried all the way. We were incredibly optimistic.
But Forever is a long time, and time has a way of changing things.
Sorry for such the tl;dr.. I didn't expect it. I didn't expect it to turn out this way..
I think I need some time..